Saturday, October 09, 2004
my heart cries for you.
N level is over!
Somehow today's paper really did discourage me a lot. Or should I say that it actually affected the whole lot of us? I teared during the exams; of not being able to fully comprehend the question, for the questions that somehow seemed so alien to me and for the answers that I actually deemed wrong? Sigh. I believe sometimes being over-confident does kill. And Wyn shared to be about accepting God's plan; the plan that He has planned for me even before I was born, the plan that will best benefit me. I want to live out that plan but will I fully trust Him? I pray that I will. (: So again I will say that I will trust God. (:
Some thanksgiving to people who have helped me through this period of exam:
God:: For blessing me throughout the examination.Granting me peace, wisdom, knowledge and strength so that I could pull through. (x
Joel:: For your sacrificial spirit, guidiance, teaching and everything! You're muchly appreciated. xD
Jon:: For reminding me to give thanks in all circumstances and kept asking how was my Ns.
Puay:: For the precious encouragement that you sent me the day before my Ns.
Ron:: For studying with me on an afternoon at Esplanade.
Shufen:: For all the nonsense,prayers and encouragements.
Wyn:: For all the prayers and encouragements.
YY:: For the two precious physics session we had! it was valueable! xD
4devotees:: For every strength you guys possessed,it did spur me on! -hugs all together-
Remember the sermon about storms in our life? It still lingers in my mind muchly. And I see some people who are close to me, facing storms in their life. Personally, I'm facing some storms and some obstacles that I need to overcome. I wouldn't cast out the area of my studies though N's over; for the result that seems vague. Also, for someone close to my heart who is lost somewhere out there, which I totally feel so helpless. But I know that after all this storms, I will be stronger. I want to pray more, intercede more, hope more and to have more faith. For hope is the substance in life and faith is what we cannot see. God, help me to walk in your plan. To be obedient and to be a stronger warrior.
maoed.]
at 1:16 AM
+++His child.
jiayi; jean. 060488// hope// sound ministry// neb1// grace's sheep// phs// 5compassion// basketball//
+++smiles.
Him// simpsonx// shuping// red.black.white// eight// violin// guitar// disney// animals// kids// adidas// bottoms// horror::thrillers// watermelon// peach// mango// tomato// tea// fish// white chocs// marshmellows// shopping// friendships
+++frowns.
noise// dirtiness// chili// pork// snake// comedies// thunders// lightnings//
+++memories.
chalet//
courageous camp//
devotees//
devotees`bbq//
faith camp//
firework`04//
foundation camp//
life in the kingdom//
neb//
phs`03//
phs'04//
seventeen//
siMpsOnx//
student conference//
the ultimate dare//
+++books.
a love worth giving// a woman's answer to anger// every young woman's battle// helping others without hurting yourself// journeys of friendship//
if you want to walk on water, you've got to get out of the boat// in the grip of grace// love beyond reason// loving God with all your mind// recapture the world//
the friendship's of women// traveling light// wild at heart// words that hurt words that heal//
